Figments of My Imagination

at the ripe old age of 20 I’m officially on 6 prescription drugs 

and counting

it’s getting ridiculous

I go to the doctors for one things and discover something else

EVERY TIME

I said if they found something else I was going to take a break from school 

and of course they did

now I have to take these test to make sure its nothing serious

like fuck I’m only 20 why can’t we save this shit for my 80’s damn 

I eat right I try to exercise I don’t understand 

and none of the stuff I’ve been diagnosed with is hereditary so I have no guidance or understanding as to what’s going on or why  

I’m so over this shit