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urgh I don’t know
maybe I’m overreacting
but I am not ready to turn 21, I’m so nervous about it
and the more people remind me the more nervous I get
for some reason I just feel all this pressure like learning new music the day before a show
or
getting ready to buy my first house
something along those lines
just this heart wrenching inescapable enormous amount of pressure that’s trying to suffocate me
and I literally have 3 weeks to get over it January 1st is not that far away anymore
I need some counseling because I feel like I’m going to be sick
